My friend told me the funniest story. She called a friend to
tell her about her wedding plans. Before
she could get it into it, after pleasantries was exchanged, her friend chipped
in “madam, I hope you are not about to tell me you are getting married?” According to my friend, the other person on
the phone sounded scared actually. Like she could not contain on more call if
it was about a wedding.
Well it is needless to say that stopped my friend right in
her tracks; the conversation went in a completely different direction. The rest
of the conversation was clearly going to be insincere and awkward.
I thought it was comical but the truth is many young women
are tired of being called on the phone to hear that five or ten friends of
yours are getting married. At a point you are getting tired of screaming
congratulations like you are a banshee.
The frenzy to get married these days is so overwhelming; a
woman can barely stop to REALLY think about how ready we are for marriage.
Getting caught up in the hype is too easy and quite contagious. While you would
be happy for your friends, you somehow become wistful, wondering when it’s
going to happen for you.
The truth is not many of us really stop to ask ourselves
whether we are ready to be married or cut out for marriage at all. Many young
women these days, married or not, fail to put ourselves outside the marriage
box to really assess who we are as women
and what it entails to live with another in that bare-it-all sacrificial type
of setting for the rest of your life.
How many of us are really ready to share ourselves endlessly
with another? How many people are ready to live that non-stop cycle that, with
all things being equal, includes this permanent yet separate entity in your
life that is your husband?
I would not say that this self-evaluation is the key
ingredient that is missing in so many deteriorating marriages, but the truth is
many young women are going in to this thing with an insincere version of
themselves and their capabilities. This in turn hurts us and hurts our spouses.
Three years in, and young couples are seriously considering divorce. Currently
unmarried, it would be such a shame to me if I did so eventually and realized
that I waited this long to be in a marriage where I could not be myself completely.
I am not an expert when it comes to marriages, much less
relationships. I really don’t presume to know much. I do seem to notice however
that both women and men are the least happy when they sense a lack of freedom and
there is no opportunity to be themselves for each other and themselves.
There are a few questions we must ask ourselves before we
even allow ourselves to go crazy about marriage. Yes MARRIAGE not Weddings.
Do I know who I am?
Before we can live peacefully with another, it is fair to give
ourselves a fair assessment. How do you rate yourself in all aspects of your life?
Is your career a major precedent in your life, how do you feel about children,
your patience, what are your views with regards to your role as a wife or a
partner. Ask yourself hard hitting questions you would normally avoid and try
to give yourself honest answers. In a sense this would give you an idea of what
your strengths and short comings are.
Why do you want to be
married?
Is it to fulfill a natural passage rite of your nature as a
woman? In other words, do you want to get married because it is that time now?
Do you want to marry because it provides you with security? Will ensure that
you do not stick out as the odd one? Is primarily for children?
Is being married more
about him or you?
It would be sad to chase marriage just because you are the
party that wants it. If you are not on the same page on the subject, it is best
to weigh what your partners reasons are for waiting? Are they legit reasons
that you can understand or are they questionable? If you feel your partner is
giving reasons that are not satisfactory, do you have the courage to walk and
start over or it means more compromise?
Where does love fall
in your relationship?
Are you even in love? I realized that when a couple is in
love, the idea of marriage comes naturally however couples approach it in a
more relaxed fashion. Couples like these enjoy the journey that actually leads
to matrimony. On the flipside, if you have a specific reason for your partner
aside genuine affection, there is a good chance of it deteriorating since
either party does not have the interest of the other at heart.
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